K\u0131r\u0131kkale\u2019de eski e\u015fi taraf\u0131ndan vah\u015fice \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclen Emine Bulut cinayetinin ard\u0131ndan annesi g\u00f6zleri \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00f6len 10 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki k\u0131z\u0131n diliyle \u2018Anne l\u00fctfen \u00f6lme\u2019 \u015fiirini kaleme alan \u0130sa Efe, milyonlarca insan\u0131n duygular\u0131na terc\u00fcman oldu.<\/p>\n
T\u00fcrkiye, K\u0131r\u0131kkale\u2019de eski kocas\u0131 taraf\u0131ndan \u00e7ocu\u011funun g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcnde canice \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclen Emine Bulut cinayetiyle sars\u0131l\u0131rken, olay\u0131n yank\u0131lar\u0131 hala devam ediyor. \u0130zmir\u2019de ya\u015fayan \u015fair \u0130sa Efe de, Bulut\u2019un k\u0131z\u0131 F.B.B.\u2019nin (10) diliyle \u2018Anne L\u00fctfen \u00d6lme\u2019 isimli bir \u015fiir yazd\u0131. \u015eair Efe\u2019nin yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve seslendirdi\u011fi \u015fiir herkesi duyguland\u0131rd\u0131. Sosyal medyada payla\u015f\u0131lan \u015fiirin alt\u0131na ise kullan\u0131c\u0131lar, cinayetlerin bir daha ya\u015fanmamas\u0131n\u0131 temenni ederek, su\u00e7lular\u0131n en a\u011f\u0131r \u015fekilde cezaland\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 istedi.<\/p>\n
\u015eiiri yazarken neler hissetti\u011fini anlatan \u0130sa Efe, “Son g\u00fcnlerde kad\u0131n cinayetlerinin \u00fcst \u00fcste geldi\u011fi ve y\u00fcre\u011fimizin yand\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu zemheri d\u00f6nem dedi\u011fim, bu ac\u0131 d\u00f6nem dedi\u011fim bir anda k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zleri \u00f6n\u00fcnde, herkesin g\u00f6zleri \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u2018Ya\u015famak istiyorum. Ben \u00f6lmek istemiyorum\u2019 diyen bir annenin feryad\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimizi da\u011flad\u0131” dedi.<\/p>\n
“Bir baba olarak benim y\u00fcre\u011fimi da\u011flad\u0131”<\/p>\n
\u2018Anne l\u00fctfen \u00f6lme\u2019 diye feryat eden k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu ile empati kurdu\u011funu ve kendi \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc aktaran Efe, “Oradaki k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011funun \u00f6zellikle \u2018Anne l\u00fctfen \u00f6lme\u2019 ifadesi bir baba olarak benim y\u00fcre\u011fimi da\u011flad\u0131. Bir\u00e7ok insan gibi etkilendik. Y\u00fcre\u011fimin c\u0131z etti\u011fi noktada kendi \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Kendi hayat\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. \u0130nsan ister istemez bir empati yap\u0131yor. Sonras\u0131nda bu kadar ac\u0131mas\u0131z bir olay\u0131n olmas\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapam\u0131yorsunuz. Eliniz kolunuz ba\u011fl\u0131. Sadece diyorsunuz ki neden? Bende g\u00f6nl\u00fcmden d\u00fc\u015fenleri bize katk\u0131s\u0131 olur, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za katk\u0131 olur diye \u00e7ocu\u011fun diliyle kaleme almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Asl\u0131nda b\u00f6yle toplumsal yank\u0131 uyand\u0131ran olaylar sonras\u0131nda biran \u00f6nce unutmak gerekir diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebiliriz ama insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za sormam\u0131z gereken \u00e7ok soru var. Neden bu cinayetler i\u015fleniyor? Neden \u00e7ocuklar annesiz kal\u0131yor? Neden bu kadar insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 kaybettik? Konu\u015farak, anla\u015farak sorunlar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zebilece\u011fimiz bir noktada nas\u0131l kendimizi kaybederek bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcnde bir kad\u0131n\u0131 bo\u011faz\u0131ndan kesip hayat\u0131ndan edecek kadar ne olmu\u015f olabilir ki bu hayatta diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Ger\u00e7ekten anlamak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil” diye konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n
“Sabaha kadar g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7erisinde kaleme ald\u0131m”<\/p>\n
“Duygular\u0131m\u0131 kaleme almak istedim” diyen Efe, “Bir k\u0131z\u0131m ve bir o\u011flum var, empati kurdum. \u00c7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm, \u00e7ok a\u011flad\u0131m. O \u015fiiri bir g\u00fcn sonras\u0131nda sabaha kadar g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 i\u00e7erisinde kaleme ald\u0131m. \u00c7ok ac\u0131 bir durum. Ger\u00e7ekten \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n art\u0131k bitti dedi\u011fimiz bir noktay\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131k. S\u00f6ylenecek \u00e7ok da s\u00f6z yok. Ne denilebilir ki. Ate\u015f d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yeri yak\u0131yor. Bir anlamda da kad\u0131n cinayeti, erkek cinayeti, \u00e7ocuk cinayeti diye ay\u0131rmak da bence anlams\u0131z. Hi\u00e7bir \u015fekilde hi\u00e7bir gerek\u00e7e ile insan katledilmesine anlam veremiyoruz, ak\u0131l alm\u0131yor, nutkumuz tutuluyor, kalbimiz, y\u00fcre\u011fimiz par\u00e7alan\u0131yor. Sofradaki lokmaya uzanamad\u0131k \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc lezzet alam\u0131yorsunuz hayattan. Biri ac\u0131 \u00e7ekerken, \u0131zd\u0131rap ya\u015farken, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcc\u00fck 10 ya\u015f\u0131ndaki bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu \u2019Anne l\u00fctfen \u00f6lme\u2019 derken siz hayata kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z yerden devam edemiyorsunuz. En az\u0131ndan o an devam edemiyorsunuz. Bir \u015fey yapamaman\u0131n verdi\u011fi \u0131zd\u0131rap ile sadece dedim ki ben \u015fiir yazabiliyorum. Kaleme al\u0131p duygular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 diri tutal\u0131m. Bir nebze de olsa duygular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 diri tutal\u0131m maksad\u0131yla bu \u015fiiri kaleme ald\u0131m” dedi.<\/p>\n
\u015eairin kaleme ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u2018Anne L\u00fctfen \u00d6lme\u2019 isimli \u015fiirin bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc \u015f\u00f6yle:<\/p>\n
“Anne l\u00fctfen \u00f6lme!<\/p>\n
B\u0131rakma bu can \u00e7eki\u015fen k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
Gitme kan k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 halinle<\/p>\n
\u00d6len sen misin, ben miyim, yoksa insanl\u0131k m\u0131?<\/p>\n
Anne ne olur \u00f6lme!<\/p>\n
Bak; \u2019\u00d6lmek \u0130stemiyorum\u2019 diyorsun i\u015fte<\/p>\n
E\u011fer biri \u00f6lecekse;<\/p>\n
Ben \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fcm senin yerine<\/p>\n
L\u00fctfen \u00f6lme anne<\/p>\n
Anne l\u00fctfen \u00f6lme!<\/p>\n
Ah annem, ke\u015fke o bulu\u015fma olmasayd\u0131?<\/p>\n
Bir anda d\u00fcnyam\u0131z karard\u0131;<\/p>\n
Bu nas\u0131l bir vah\u015fet anne?<\/p>\n
Merhameti yitirmi\u015f ta\u015fla\u015fm\u0131\u015f y\u00fcrek<\/p>\n
Zaman durdu, nefesim kesildi,<\/p>\n
O boynundan d\u00f6k\u00fclen kan m\u0131yd\u0131?<\/p>\n
Bu nas\u0131l zalimlik anne?<\/p>\n
Niye \u00e7irkin ki bu k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131!<\/p>\n
Yeti\u015fin, ko\u015fun, bir \u015fey yap\u0131n<\/p>\n
\u2019\u00d6lmek istemiyorum\u2019 diyor annem,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6rm\u00fcyor musunuz \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131?”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
KIRIKKALE\u2019DE ESK\u0130 E\u015e\u0130 TARAFINDAN VAH\u015e\u0130CE \u00d6LD\u00dcR\u00dcLEN EM\u0130NE BULUT C\u0130NAYET\u0130N\u0130N ARDINDAN, ANNES\u0130 G\u00d6ZLER\u0130 \u00d6N\u00dcNDE \u00d6LEN 10 YA\u015eINDAK\u0130 KIZIN D\u0130L\u0130YLE \u2018ANNE L\u00dcTFEN \u00d6LME\u2019 \u015e\u0130\u0130R\u0130N\u0130 KALEME ALAN \u015eA\u0130R \u0130SA EFE, M\u0130LYONLARCA \u0130NSANIN DUYGULARINA TERC\u00dcME OLDU.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":196920,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[20786,3059,5582,19358,3444,13326,27069,9279,25511],"class_list":["post-196919","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-genel","tag-olme","tag-anlamli","tag-anne","tag-bulutun","tag-emine","tag-kizinin","tag-lutfen","tag-siir","tag-sozlerine"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.tvturk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/08\/emine-bulutun-kizinin-anne-lutfen-olme-sozlerine-anlamli-siir_e31dac8.jpg?fit=1000%2C564","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/paKIfm-Pe7","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.tvturk.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/196919","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.tvturk.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.tvturk.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.tvturk.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.tvturk.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=196919"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/www.tvturk.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/196919\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.tvturk.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/196920"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.tvturk.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=196919"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.tvturk.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=196919"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.tvturk.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=196919"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}