{"id":21357,"date":"2019-02-11T13:13:51","date_gmt":"2019-02-11T10:13:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.tvturk.com\/index.php\/bir-engellinin-aci-hayat-hikayesi\/"},"modified":"2019-02-11T13:13:56","modified_gmt":"2019-02-11T10:13:56","slug":"bir-engellinin-aci-hayat-hikayesi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.tvturk.com\/index.php\/bir-engellinin-aci-hayat-hikayesi\/","title":{"rendered":"Bir engellinin ac\u0131 hayat hikayesi"},"content":{"rendered":"

Ordu\u2019da ya\u015fayan, do\u011fu\u015ftan 2 baca\u011f\u0131 ve bir kolu olmayan t\u00fcrk\u00fc sanat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Cemile Y\u0131ld\u0131z, verdi\u011fi konserin d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde ge\u00e7irilen trafik kazas\u0131 sonras\u0131 ailesini kaybetmesi \u00fczerine k\u00fcst\u00fc\u011f\u00fc m\u00fczik hayat\u0131na imkan verildi\u011fi takdirde geri d\u00f6nmek istiyor. Maddi s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar da \u00e7eken Y\u0131ld\u0131z, ayn\u0131 zamanda anne-babas\u0131 ayr\u0131 olan 3 ye\u011feninin de bak\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcstleniyor.<\/p>\n

Ordulu Cemile Y\u0131ld\u0131z, 50 y\u0131l \u00f6nce d\u00fcnyaya iki baca\u011f\u0131 ve sol kolu olmadan geldi. Engeliyle bar\u0131\u015f\u0131k bir \u015fekilde ya\u015famay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenen Y\u0131ld\u0131z, 10 ya\u015flar\u0131na geldi\u011finde hayat\u0131nda ilk b\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131yla tan\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Evlerinde t\u00fcp patlamas\u0131 sonucu \u00e7\u0131kan yang\u0131nda a\u011fabeyini kaybeden Y\u0131ld\u0131z, ya\u015f\u0131 ilerledik\u00e7e t\u00fcrk\u00fc s\u00f6ylemeye heves sald\u0131. Evde f\u0131rsat bulduk\u00e7a kendisini geli\u015ftiren ve art\u0131k hayat\u0131n\u0131n bir par\u00e7as\u0131 olan t\u00fcrk\u00fcler ile zor da olsa bir alb\u00fcm yapmay\u0131 ba\u015faran Cemile Y\u0131ld\u0131z, yakla\u015f\u0131k 20 y\u0131l \u00f6nce kendisinin de sanat\u00e7\u0131 olarak kat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir konserin d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnde ya\u015fanan trafik kazas\u0131nda babas\u0131n\u0131, ablas\u0131n\u0131 ve eni\u015ftesini kaybetti. O d\u00f6nem, yak\u0131n \u00e7evredekilerin de \u2018sen sanat\u00e7\u0131 olmasayd\u0131n, ailen \u00f6lmezdi\u2019 diyerek bask\u0131 kurmalar\u0131 \u00fczerine m\u00fczik hayat\u0131na k\u00fcsen Y\u0131ld\u0131z, t\u00fcrk\u00fc s\u00f6ylemeyi sonland\u0131rd\u0131. Bir s\u00fcre Ordu d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda ya\u015fayan Y\u0131ld\u0131z, annesinin \u0131srarlar\u0131 \u00fczerine geri Ordu\u2019ya yerle\u015fti ancak 5 y\u0131l \u00f6nce de annesini kaybetti. \u015eimdilerde, e\u015finden ayr\u0131 olan a\u011fabeyinin 3 \u00e7ocu\u011funa bakmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan ve onlarla birlikte ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcren Cemile Y\u0131ld\u0131z, artan masraflar\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 banka bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011funu, imkanlar do\u011frultusunda sokaklarda ve sahnelerde t\u00fcrk\u00fc s\u00f6yleyerek para kazanmak istedi\u011fini belirterek, yard\u0131m talebinde de bulundu.<\/p>\n

\u201cEngelimden hi\u00e7bir \u015fikayetim olmad\u0131\u201d<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnyaya geldi\u011fi g\u00fcnden itibaren engelleriyle bar\u0131\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011funu ve d\u00fcnyaya tekrar gelme imkan\u0131 olsa yine bu \u015fekilde do\u011fmay\u0131 tercih edebilece\u011fini aktaran Y\u0131ld\u0131z, \u201cB\u00f6yle do\u011fdum annemden, hi\u00e7bir zaman eksikli\u011fini hissetmedim ve samimi olarak s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum ki tekrar ya\u015fama d\u00f6nme \u015fans\u0131m olsa yine b\u00f6yle do\u011fmak isterim. \u015euana kadar hi\u00e7 bir \u015fikayetim olmad\u0131, kendimle bar\u0131\u015f\u0131k ve kendini, hayat\u0131 seven sayg\u0131l\u0131 biri olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n

\u201cHikayem do\u011fu\u015ftan de\u011fil, 20 y\u0131l \u00f6nce ba\u015flad\u0131\u201d<\/p>\n

Yakla\u015f\u0131k 20 y\u0131l \u00f6nce yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 alb\u00fcm sonras\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ac\u0131 hayat\u0131ndan bahseden Y\u0131ld\u0131z, \u201cHikayem, do\u011fu\u015ftan engelli olarak de\u011fil, 20 y\u0131l \u00f6nce ba\u015flad\u0131. Hasbelkader bir halk m\u00fczi\u011fi alb\u00fcm\u00fc yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Ordulu sanat\u00e7\u0131 olarak bizi konsere \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Dolay\u0131s\u0131 ile konser d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc trafik kazas\u0131 sonucu ailemden 3 ki\u015fiyi kaybettim. Ondan sonra her \u015fey tersine d\u00f6nmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 zaten, m\u00fczik piyasas\u0131 benim i\u00e7in bitmi\u015fti. \u00c7ok yak\u0131n aile i\u00e7inden tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z bile \u2018Sen sanat\u00e7\u0131 olmasayd\u0131n, onlar \u00f6lmezdi\u2019 dediler. Bu benim i\u00e7in \u00e7ok ac\u0131 vericiydi. 1998 ve 2012 y\u0131llar\u0131 aras\u0131nda Ordu\u2019ya hi\u00e7 gelmedim, biraz k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Annemin iste\u011fi ile tekrar d\u00f6nmek zorunda kald\u0131m. M\u00fczik firmas\u0131ndan ayr\u0131l\u0131p s\u00f6zle\u015fmeyi fes ettik. Art\u0131k engelli sanat\u00e7\u0131 olarak bu camiada bar\u0131nmak \u00e7ok m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil. \u00c7ok yere \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yorlar (baz\u0131 TV kanallar\u0131ndaki programlar) ama telefonda teyit etmemize ra\u011fmen, gitti\u011fim zaman beni geri g\u00f6nderiyorlar. Hayat\u0131m\u0131 kazanmak ad\u0131na k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck t\u00fcrk\u00fc kafelerde \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bu \u015fekilde hayat\u0131m\u0131 idare ettirdim\u201d \u015feklinde konu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n

3 Ye\u011feninin bak\u0131m\u0131 ile ilgileniyor, artan masraflar kendisini zorluyor<\/p>\n

Cemile Y\u0131ld\u0131z, konu\u015fmas\u0131na \u015f\u00f6yle devam etti:<\/p>\n

\u201cHayat\u0131mda on y\u0131l \u00f6nceki s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar devam ediyor. Bug\u00fcne kadar geldim, ye\u011fenlerim ile birlikte ya\u015f\u0131yorum. Ayr\u0131 anne ve baban\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131, onlar\u0131 ben b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fcm. Onlarla birlikte ya\u015f\u0131yorum ama hayat gittik\u00e7e zorla\u015f\u0131yor ve \u00e7ocuklar b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e tahsil hayatlar\u0131 gibi ihtiya\u00e7lar beni zorluyor. Benim ya\u015fant\u0131m zaten 2 ki\u015filik bir ya\u015fam \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ak\u00fcl\u00fc ara\u00e7 kullan\u0131yorum. Kulland\u0131\u011f\u0131m arac\u0131n ak\u00fcs\u00fc yok, yenisi bin 500 TL ve 8 ayda bir ak\u00fc almak gerekiyor. Bunlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda da \u00e7e\u015fitli ar\u0131zalar\u0131 oluyor. Bir ak\u00fcl\u00fc ara\u00e7 da en fazla 2 sene dayan\u0131yor, yani giderlerimiz \u00e7ok fazla. \u015euanda her \u015feyin bitti\u011fi noktaday\u0131m.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201cHalen t\u00fcrk\u00fc s\u00f6yleyebilece\u011fime inan\u0131yorum\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0130mkan verildi\u011fi takdirde t\u00fcrk\u00fclerini s\u00f6ylemeye devam edebilece\u011fine de de\u011finen Y\u0131ld\u0131z, \u201cOnurlu ya\u015famak istedim, hep dik durmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, \u00e7ok kolay el a\u00e7an birisi olmad\u0131m ama art\u0131k \u00e7ok yoruldum. G\u00fcnl\u00fck hayat\u0131mda da yemek ve ev i\u015fleri yap\u0131yorum. Ordu\u2019da son 5-6 y\u0131ld\u0131r burada oldu\u011fum i\u00e7in sosyal aktivitem yok. M\u00fczik piyasas\u0131nda da yok. Hatta sesimi duyan olursa ben sokak m\u00fczi\u011fi de yapmak istiyorum. Onlarla ilgili bir soliste ihtiya\u00e7 varsa, beni de yanlar\u0131na lay\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fcrlerse ben onu da yapmak isterim. Hem t\u00fcrk\u00fc s\u00f6ylemek hem de param\u0131 kazanmak isterim. Hala inatla t\u00fcrk\u00fc s\u00f6ylerim diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Kendime de g\u00fcveniyorum. \u015eu anda benimle birlikte \u00e7alan bir ba\u011flamac\u0131 olsayd\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p sokaklarda m\u00fczik yapard\u0131m. Hi\u00e7 el a\u00e7an bir engelli olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, fiziki konumumla ilgili de hi\u00e7bir zaman \u015fikayetim olmad\u0131. Buna ra\u011fmen benim hayat\u0131mdaki s\u0131nav\u0131m galiba parasal anlamada oldu, ekonomik anlamda \u00e7ok zorland\u0131m. Kendim de \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak isterdim, engelli olmasayd\u0131m ben ev temizli\u011fine gidebilirdim, merdiven silebilirdim veya ba\u015fka i\u015flerde de \u00e7al\u0131\u015fabilirdim bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7biri sorun de\u011fil ama ben engelliyim ve ya\u015f\u0131m da art\u0131k ilerledi. Art\u0131k beni kim nerede \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131racak?\u201d ifadelerini kulland\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u201c\u015eu an her \u015feyin bitti\u011fi noktaday\u0131m\u201d<\/p>\n

Bankalara, ciddi derecede bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011funu da anlatan Y\u0131ld\u0131z, \u201c\u015eu anda her \u015feyin bitti\u011fi noktaday\u0131m. Ben y\u00fcre\u011fi g\u00fczel insanlardan hayat\u0131ma destek olmalar\u0131n\u0131 istiyorum. Bir de bir not d\u00fc\u015fmek istiyorum; \u00f6rne\u011fin engelliler i\u00e7in ara\u00e7 ba\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 yap\u0131l\u0131yor, bizlere ba\u011f\u0131\u015flanan ara\u00e7lar\u0131 kullanamayabiliyoruz. Her engellinin kullanabilece\u011fi ara\u00e7 farkl\u0131, onun yerine maddi destek olmalar\u0131 daha uygun olacakt\u0131r\u201d \u015feklinde konu\u015ftu.

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